what im under, its hard to tell.

it could get worse, its like a spell.
it twines me in, and throws me out.
will swallow me whole, or am i in doubt?

i could have courage, to bring me in.
but i need to breathe, before i sin.

its not normal, unlike any other.
like a sweet child, not loving his mother.

i guess im just different, my feeling's detatched.
& i want to hold on, but im under attack.

i'll grab on to what i've got, most i hate.
but i need to breathe, before it's too late.

lucky i've got you, to catch me here.
before i die, or dissapear.
i'll treasure you tomorrow, more than today,
i'll cherish you forever, in any way.
im loving you now, more than before
so if you call my name, i wont ignore.

& im breathing now, thanks to you.
i've got more air, and i'll get through.
im no longer weak, im getting stronger,
im no longer starving, there is no hunger.
im dancing with you, in the light.
& nothing else matters, so hold me tight.

-zoee lam.